I've attempted to stay busy to keep things off of my mind but stress and worry are starting to show. I can't seem to find anything in particular that works for me, so far. Being alone with my thoughts isn't helping. My business is pleasant enough and I want to make it grow, but I'm currently overwhelmed by a mere blanket. I guess I am just going to start over, yet again... ugh. People who I end up telling what happened are feeling sorry for me and pitying me.. No, I just want understanding. He's not the charming, sweet, kind person you think he is. Stay away from him.
Also...I'd like to create more things, but I want to make clothing... Models are far and few between.. at least, getting ladies to show up. Who doesn't want free clothing? Apparently nobody.. I guess I'll be creating for myself for lack of better people to create for.
My son has taken to violent tantrums lately. I thought they started when I kicked his father out (the man who was my supposed to have been my best friend but he violated me), but my mom thinks they started before my son realized that he wasn't coming back..who knows, but I took away all his toys away today, so maybe there will be some change in the coming days.
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